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"And you know that you are supposed to be OPEN to love. But what you don't understand is how you're CLOSED. You want to fall in love, its the only thing in the world you can think of that you want more than anything. You try to not make the same mistakes as before, and yet you end up in the same place again. So you try and get by with what you can - sustaining myself on living vicariously through other love stories, and imagining magical moments in love. But before long you find yourself in a vicious circle of expectation and then disappointment.
I try to be open to love, but I feel like a fraud when I dont feel the way I'm supposed to. So I keep a distance and don't give them the wrong idea about how I feel, so I don't end up in a relationship or in a place with someone I don't even like.
But what if I'm wrong about the way I feel.
All I know is I'm alone, and a mess.
And that's why its hard sometimes to talk to people you know. And why its hard sometimes when your always the one that's alone."
Source; Lelove
I try to be open to love, but I feel like a fraud when I dont feel the way I'm supposed to. So I keep a distance and don't give them the wrong idea about how I feel, so I don't end up in a relationship or in a place with someone I don't even like.
But what if I'm wrong about the way I feel.
All I know is I'm alone, and a mess.
And that's why its hard sometimes to talk to people you know. And why its hard sometimes when your always the one that's alone."
Source; Lelove
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